~ MY MEMORIES~







CHARLES AND KEITH BAG(: $59.90




AT REPUBLIC POLY WITH WIFE AND DARLING

KOREAN FRIEND(: NICE TIME WITH HER! I'M NOT FAT KAY I WEAR FOUR CLOTHES CAN?

MY SILKY SMOOTH AND STRAIGHT HAIR AFTER USING ESSENTIAL HAIR SHED BUTTER(: MUST BUY CAN IT REALLY PROTECT YOUR HAIR AND KEEP YOUR HAIR IN BEST CONDITIONS.



MONFAE WATCH BOUGHT AT $49.90? OR 39.90??? FORGOT LERHS OPPS!



AT NEW LOOK CHANGING ROOM BUYING CLOTHES THAT TIME FOR KOREA TRIP:D



I FALL SICK ALREADY! ))):
THIS MORNING GOT FLU, HEADACHE AND SLIGHTLY FEVER.
SADED! UNBEARABLE PAIN! ))):
WTH dunno who cursed me... recently had been in such a "Bad Luck" can?!

I HATE MY LIFE.



Hiazzzzzzzzz *sigh* today oral just ended i think my mother tongue did badly for both reading and conversation. For english i think i did well for reading but too soft, for picture and converstion is below average can? But... one thing i super happy, because CCA stand down from today till 13 May! :D

anyways i realy have to catch this real opportuninty to study and strive for the best marks. i can't let anyone to look down on me. i must study hard for myself, parents and let "those people" see and be impressed. who ask them always show off their child result. i must show them i also can do it, since i got 4 times edusave merit bursary in my 16 years of life. this means i have the ability to do well am i right?

yesterday, haizzz i don't feel like to mention it. i was rather put in a difficult position. i felt like dying straight away. Jia Hui told me that i was too soft hearted that i got bullied and people take advantage of me. ):

am i not responsible? Hmmm... i think no. So what if i'm not? i don't care how people think of me the most important is my own THINKING MATTERS! I'm sort of saded plus unhappy plus wanna die plus angry plus the most important is that I'M SICK ( can't anyone notice that i'm sick and at least show me some concern?) and i actually pull my nerve which i sprain last year (its quite pain can?) Yesterday was terrible. i don't feel like repeating this again man!

I'm really tired and stress now just hope that there isn't anything that pissed me off cos i will really one day reach my limit and loss my temper. (ps its just that all of you have not seen me got angry before, i'm quite scary if i lost my temper... don't believe then you shall ask my sis or anyone in my family)

i don't know why people always like to make use of me. don't they know i'm a human being too? I WILL GET HURT! SERIOUSLY TELL ME WHAT FRIENDS ARE?!!! why people criticize me when i just not with them for a moment and they got so angry with such a little tiny small things. WHEN THEY CAN MAKE USE OF ME! ): they make use of me when they are in need or need someone to accompany them. And dump me aside and FLY OFF to don't know where and hack care me, doesn't show me any concern. THIS IS ALL BECAUSE they do not have a friend thats why they make use of me. THEN DO YOU KNOW WHAT? WHEN: i'm with my other friends like best friend she throws temper at me and angry and smack the file on the table. I HAD ENOUGH! IF YOU WANT TO BACKSTAB ME YOU SHALL GO AHEAD! IF YOU WANT TO BETRAY ME GO AHEAD! ANYWAY KEEP IN MINE I HAD ALWAYS BEEN AWARE OF YOUR "BAD ACTS" THIS IS WHY I WILL NOT SHALL MY SECRETS WITH YOU! I DON'T KNOW WHY I SHOULD BE FRIENDS WITH YOU AT FIRST! YOU'VE CHANGED TOO MUCH! YOU ARE NOW NEVER THE ONE WHOM I KNEW WHICH USES TO BE! PLEASE BE THE USUAL SELF CAN? DON'T YOU THINK YOU ARE TOO MUCH? OR DO I HAVE TO MAKEOVER YOU? I DON'T HAVE TO BEG YOU RIGHT? IF YOU WANT THIS FRIENDSHIP TO CARRY ON NORMALLY AND OUR BONDS TO BE CLOSER PLEASE STOP ALL THIS NONSENSE!

Next, this week homework its quite damn lots! I HOPE I BECOME MORE HARD HEARTED! ):
Why is my teenage life so horrible terrible disaster!??? while others can enjoy their life HAPPILY and having FUN all the time?

I FELT LIKE LETTING OUT MY ANGER AND TO SCOLD ALL THE BAD WORDS OUT!
OMG GOSH I REALLY WANT TO SCREAM REAL LOUD IN THE EMPTY AIR!
LIFE SUCKS! I WANNNA FASTE GROW UP BUT THE ONLY THING I MISSES ITS NOT TEENAGE LIFE BUT CHILDHOOD LIFE!


I Missed my curled hair in Korea! :( Its okay its okay...
i can do it at home anytime.


curled my hair during korea trip in the bus sleeping! hahas!